Last one for today - somehow I dunno when I started to hate myself. Maybe even in back elementary school. I was kind of an outsider. And thats what I felt like my whole live. I just can´t find the right place for me. Right now my Friends are the home i seek for, but I don´t believe in eternal Friendship. I´ve already met all kinds of people. I´m a pessimist. People are sad creatures. I pity them. I could also say I pity myself, but that would be a lie. I deserve whatever punishment my live brings. my english sucks and my mood is kinda. Creepy? dunno. Ah well, evenso I don´t think that my live is bad. I even have a person i like. It´s onesided thought. I´m a noob and would never confess. I don´t care about guys. And about sex. Sex is stupid. I want love. And even more love. I want to be bound to one person. I dont need anyone else… I mean who cares. Oh my, this text kinda sucks :> I sound like some freako. I am one afterall

Blonde.

THE SHOES <3 lovely

I might be gay…. 

<3 

Let me think….. YESS ! c´me ere ma cherie &nd let me make love to you :3